Unlovable - Darren Hayes

 I've been a massive fan of Darren's work since the first few seconds of seeing the I Want You American music video. I've followed all his ups and downs. I'm truly, madly, deeply in love with his work. Therefore, my emotional attachment to the book is certainly more significant that the typical reader. That being said, it's an intense ride from beginning to end. I loved it, and hated parts too. The details on the long road to making the songs was mesmerizing. The trips through his childhood were awful. The suicidal ideations were so hard to listen to because I wanted to yell back, "You're too wonderful to be dead!" I greatly appreciate the sincerity behind all of it. I will re-read this book in the future and take notes on all the details about the songs so I can go back and listen to them in real time. 

Hammered (The Iron Druid Chronicles, Bk. 3) - Kevin Hearne

 Super fun fight scene! I highly recommend this series for people who enjoy a good fictional romp!

Healing through the Vagus Nerve: Improve your body's response to anxiety, depression, stress, and trauma through nervous system Regulation - Amanda Armstrong

 This book was so boring that I had a very hard time paying attention to it. Maybe if this was my problem, I would have felt more invested and been able to, but it just.... bleh.  Now, I DO think it's super relevant and important for people who do have these issues. And I could see it being highly useful for those people too, but that's not me. 

- "Thoughts: I must do this now! It must be done just right, or else! If I slow down everything will fall apart! Are they mad at me? There's not enough time! I have to fix this!"

- "If you're activated, insert a tool and then feel more settled or calm, even a tiny bit, it worked! Or if you're shut down, insert a tool and feel more connected or energized, it worked!" This is just..... wording people! Wording! This is NOT how to word this! hahahaha

Miraculous Abundance: One quarter acre, Two French farmers, and enough food to feed the world - Perrine and Charles Herve-Gruyer

 I was expecting this to be more of a permaculture book with ideas and how-to's, but instead it was more of a love story to micro-farming, which I guess is fine, but it wasn't what I came here for.  It was mildly interesting to hear about the rise of French micro-farming and permaculture and the resurgence of interest in small farms in the area.  The old-school garden farmers of Paris from 100+ years ago was also interesting. It had a few good recommendations on how-to books, but that's all this was really good for. 

- "Is it reasonable to let corporations forced into logic of profit in the short-term and competition for market share decide how our bodies are formed?"

- "Ingesting polluted industrial 'food' is a form of assault to our bodies, an assault to life. Giving these 'foods' to our children can be seen as slow assassination." 

- "No civilization can endue when it allows itself to waste 10 calories to produce one. Our system as evolved into a massive process of unstocking the oil resources that nature took hundreds of millions of years to form. We live in the heart of a fireworks display that can only be short-lived. A growing number of experts are sounding the alarm bell. If there were a sudden shortage of oil linked, for example, to a geo-political event, France would have only a few days of food reserves."

- "The foundations of peace cannot be laid by universal prosperity in the modern sense because such prosperity, if attainable at all, is attainable only by cultivating such strides of human nature as greed and envy, which destroy intelligence, happiness, serenity, and thereby, the peacefulness of man."

A Sky beyond the Storm - Sabaa Tahir (Ember in the Ashes, Bk. 3)

 The last of the series, I thought it did an excellent job of tying up all the lose ends. It was a good story, but probably not one I'd recommend to many people. It was fine, but not special. 

It did have one amazing quote: "I needed to prey on humanity's worst traits, tribalism, prejudice, greed."

Gardening Basics- R. S. Rusbot & Carmen Ellis

 Small and pretty light on actual information other than they worked real hard to sell organic gardening. There were a few useful tips that I knew but hadn't thought about in a while. (get your soil tested, cube gardening instead of rows, etc.) I guess they didn't want to overwhelm or scare off any newbies, but I didn't think this was worth my time. 

The Shock Doctrine: The rise of Disaster Capitalism - Naomi Klein

"The best time to invest is when there's still blood on the ground."

This book made me so freaking mad! SO MUCH of the pain and poverty in the world could have been avoided if governments, especially the US government, weren't trying to make stupid amounts of money for their friends and blindly raping other countries based on faith in a provenly false economic theory. Anyone associated with the Chicago School's economic theories or Milton Friedman should be considered a terrorist. I highly recommend this book to anyone alive today or in the future. I fully suspect that, as of today, the current administration is attempting to manufacture home-grown panic that will allow this exact process to take place in the US. *Spoiler alert* Places where this took root are still struggling decades later. 

It's amazing how intertwined the world is now.  The current destruction in Palestine is directly caused by Boris Yeltsin and meddling from the Bush 1 admin. But you couldn't know that without a lot of knowledge about the current history of both regions, religion and economics. There are people who specialize in all those things and that's why I read their books; they do all the background for me. I'll leave you with a few general quotes to give you an idea of the book:

- "A more accurate term for a system that erases the boundaries between big government and big business is ... corporatist. It's main characteristics are huge transfers of public wealth to private hands often accompanied by exploding debt, an ever widening chasm between the dazzling rich and the disposable poor, and an aggressive nationalism that justifies bottomless spending on national security."  Sound familiar?

- " ... more cuts, more privatization, more speed. In that year and a half, many of the country's business elite had had their fill of the Chicago boys' adventures in extreme capitalism. The only people benefiting were foreign companies and a small clique of financiers known as the piranhas, who were making a killing on speculation. The nuts and bolts manufacturers who had strongly supported the coup were getting wiped out." Also sound familiar?

- "The clear goal in Russia was to erase the pre-existing state and create the conditions for a capitalist feeding frenzy, which, in turn, would kick-start a booming free market economy, managed by overconfident Americans barely out of school."  This smacks of Musk's high school grads running amok in the payroll offices.

- " ... the rise of Russia's billionaire oligarchs proved precisely how profitable the strip mining of an industrialized state could be. And Wall Street wanted more. Immediately following the Soviet collapse, the US treasury and the IMF became much tougher in their  demands for instant privatization from other crisis wracked countries. The most dramatic case to date came in 1994... when Mexico's economy suffered a major meltdown known as the Tequila crisis. The terms of the US bailout demanded rapid-fire privatization and Forbes announced that the process has minted 23 new billionaires. The lesson here is fairly obvious, to predict whence the next burst of billionaires will issue look for countries where markets are opening."

- "The promises made to the Poles and Russians, that if they followed Shock Therapy, they would wake up in a normal European country. Those normal European countries with their strong social safety nets, workers' protections, powerful trades unions, and healthcare emerged as a compromise between communism and capitalism."

- "After the speech, plenty of Pentagon staffers complained that the only thing standing between Rumsfeld's bold vision of outsourcing the army was the small matter of the US constitution, which clearly defined national security as the duty of government, not private companies. 'I thought the speech was going to cost Rumsfeld his job.' my source told me. It didn't. And the coverage of his declaration of his war on the Pentagon was sparse. That's because the date of his contentious address was September 10, 2001." 

- "Once a market has been created, it needs to be protected. The companies at the heart of the disaster capitalism complex increasingly regard both the state and non-profits as competitors. From the corporate perspective, whenever governments or charities fulfill their traditional roles, they are denying contractors that could be performed at a profit."

- "Apparently, charities and NGOs were infringing on their market by donating building supplies, rather than having Home Depot supply them for a fee."

- "...disaster apartheid, in which survival is determined by who can afford to pay for escape.  That what's needed are leaders who recognize the destructive course we are on. But I'm not so sure. Perhaps part of the reason so many of our elites, both political and corporate, are so sanguine about climate change is that they are confident that they will be able to buy their way out of the worst of it."

- Lockheed-Martin ... received $25 billion of US taxpayer's dollars in 2005 alone."

- "Memory, both individual and collective, turns out to be the greatest shock absorber of all. Despite the successful attempts to exploit the 2004 tsunami in Asia, memory also proved to be an effective tool of resistance where it struck, particularly in Thailand. Dozens of coastal villages were flattened by the wave. But unlike in Sri Lanka, where many fishing families were forced to relocate inland and to find another means of survival, many Thai settlements were rebuilt in months. The difference did not come from the government. Thailand's politicians were just as eager as those elsewhere to use the storm as an excuse to evict fishing people and hand over land tenured to large resorts. Yet what set Thailand apart was that villagers   approached all government promises with intense skepticisms, and refused to wait patiently in camps for an official reconstruction plan.  Instead within weeks, hundreds of villagers engaged in what they called 'land reinvasions'. They marched passed the armed guards on the payroll of developers, tools in hand, and began marking off the sites where their old houses had been. In some cases, construction began immediately." I don't believe anyone would be surprised that taking matters into your own hands is both quicker and safer than waiting for some guy in a suit to decided what to do and how.